One of my problems is being selfish.. I never liked being told what to do ever and always fought for my freedom. I need to learn how to not be selfish and compromise so I don't hurt people more than I already am :|. He is very special to me.. I don't want to push him away by acting the way I am. I love him too much.. but I never had to deal with having someones feelings revolve around me.. it was always the way around.. and now I realize that there is no room to be selfish.
so many things on my mind.. but as of now I just want to get certain things done. I'm really hoping and looking forward to pay off my ticket before my due date but idk if it will be likely. I also need to save up for a cellphone..
a piece in the back of my mind is wandering and a little sad. but the rest of me is happy and shrugs things off. eh
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